| stare_at_walls ( @ 2008-05-15 16:18:00 |
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| Current music: | Ghost of Love-Moonbabies |
| Entry tags: | regression |
Feelings of Inadequacy
I don't know anymore. I feel so tired and sad and so dependent and I don't want this.
I've got friends who travel the world, and I wonder why I don't get that chance. Why I have to go through stuff like this. I try to make the most of it, the family drama and I don't think about it when I don't need to, but sometimes it creeps in, makes you want to fly and disappear.
I don't know why.
I feel so helpless.