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on May 15, 2008 @ 4:18 pm
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Ghost of Love-Moonbabies |
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I don't know anymore. I feel so tired and sad and so dependent and I don't want this.
I've got friends who travel the world, and I wonder why I don't get that chance. Why I have to go through stuff like this. I try to make the most of it, the family drama and I don't think about it when I don't need to, but sometimes it creeps in, makes you want to fly and disappear.
I don't know why.
I feel so helpless.
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| Someday, I'll get there. |
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on May 10, 2008 @ 8:35 pm
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Can't find my way home--Blind Faith |
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My mother is still batshit crazy, and in my head I keep counting down the hours until she tells me to leave, again. After numerous times of kicking me out, and bruising wounding near-killing my soul, it is enough.
When she tells me to leave,
This time, I will.
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| Aaaand, it's post number one. |
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on March 07, 2001 @ 5:58 am
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Blind Faith-Cant' Find My Way Home |
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All right, I've been thinking--maybe I should keep the GJ and IJ public for both fan-ish and RL stuff. I'll just keep the sad drama under a cut. Or private if I really want it kept. :)
Hello fandom, here I come! :D
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